I have constantly sabotaged every relationship I have had with a straight male, friendships and...

otherwise. You really liked me and I ruined it. Usually I twist everything around to blame it on the guy, talk to my friends about what an ass he is and so on until I actually convince myself of him being at fault. I tried to this time and I couldn't do it. Now I feel awful and I don't know how to tell you how absolutely awful and miserable I feel about the entire thing because I don't want to show that I care. Well I care a lot. I miss you. You were probably the first nice guy who tried to get close to me and I ruined it. Everytime I see you now I want to tell you I'm sorry but I panic and can't get any words out. The confession. I am so extremely sorry and I still like you a lot.

By Anonymous on General,