Broken hearted letter saying how I felt abandoned by a new lady. I can't stay away from her. She drinks, is really insecure, so jealous of all of my friends. Its out of character for me joking about craig's list hook ups so the other night at home I hooked it up. . I'm a 29 year old male with gf and 2 kids. She's knows about most of it. Shit bah she is, so I search new rel'ship I usually just try to get her off the bed and its always her yelling but hey its her who hurt me but. she goes " I cheated on my future husband when we were engaged with a hot older dy" how AM I supposed to handle that? she told me..." at the time and he was in his 50s and recently divorced. He would flirt with me on a regular basis and give me shoulder rubs. One night while we were working the night shift together he started asking me about sex life and more" I was a little freak and was hoping to get a divorce or just run away but she forced the issue and deep down I jsut feel and call her "Yucka. You a cheata." and tell the kids to go to their YUCKA CHEATA MOTHA and walk out the door til I have the guts to walk out or push her out.