most of my friends did drugs and drink as seasoned drinkers or slushing in the...

vat at the distillery and out fucking heaps very young teens. I used to just pretend to do it or say "oh yeh we all go through not planning sex and one night stands and doing drugs" not knowing what else to say, or to sound with it , but I didn't, I just said things to make them feel better when they were going on and on, or pretend to be drunk when in fact I was not! I did so much fake stuff to make people like me. The weird thing is sometimes it worked. Everyone was liking me when I was a lap dog doing what they wanted and I looked good but also I was hated by those in places that could get me to places and they seen me as tacky and playdoe over flexible. I barely respected myself but now I say things even if it offends but I shouldn't be so quick to. god gave us 2 ears and 2 eyes to listen more and just 1 mouth do less talking. but he gave us 10 fingers so I can't type as I like typos and the whole kamboodle.

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