when I was 34 and just past that September I let someone get close to...
me for the first time. She kept our relationship a secret and when it was over, she told me that she loved me, but admitted to me that the reason we were a secret was because she wanted other guys in law school to fawn over her so she could be get ahead in life. She treated me terribly and never felt guilty about it grated we were just friends right from yearly days and we mutually friendzoned each other in as many years and fewer words but just knew it was friend zoning. I am ashamed to write it, but I think it's the most a person could ever love but we wanted different things . I don't think I can ever trust myself with another person like that again.
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