at her house. As embarrassed as she must have been she will probably laugh about it as time passes. I think wht happened to me was worse. In 1989 I was a senior in high school and started hanging with a few college boys. I went to a Fraternity House for a party one Friday night when my parents were away. I guess I wasn't much of a drinker and don't remember anything after about 11pm. Even today its still alittle fuzzy in my mind but all I remembered was waking up about 9am Saturday morning. How I got naked and who I had sex with I still don't know. I was laying on my back spread eagle, naked, in the middle of the living room floor. I was the only girl there and ther must have been 15 or 20 college boys sitting around me in a circle laughing. At first I just opened my eyes and layed there not realizing I was nude. Al I heard was the laughter and some of them hollaring that I was awake. After a few seconds I finally realized I was naked, got up off the floor and just ran to the second floor as the roar of laughter got louder. I had no idea where my clothes were and went right to the bathroom. When I looked in the mirror I realized that not only had my pubic hair been shaven off but my whole body had names of boys written with a marker. I retreived a towel and found my clothes in one of the bedrooms and made a quick exit home. Fortunatly my parents were still away. When I got undressed I stood in front of the mirror in my room and counted thirty two signatures of boys written with a permanent marker. They were mostley on my breasts and inside my thighs and a few on my rear end. I had love bites on my neck and breasts and know I had sex but til today don't know who with or how many. I was in a state of panic and completely humiliated for months. I stayed away from them after that and dreaded ever even seeing any of them. It took a few days and a lot of showers to get the ink off me. I later found out from my girlfriend that some of them took pictures. They following year I went away to college and never saw them since. Most of those boys I didn't even know at the time. I only knew two that were in that fraternity. It took a year or so but I finally laugh about it now. My parents never found out about it but quite a few of my friends know. Even today when I get together with some of my girlfriends we laugh about it. Funny now YES! funny then NO! Anyhow, that was twenty years ago when I was young and extremely stupid. I did tell my husband about it but left out the part of having sex. Even he laughed and told me what an idiot I was.
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