I’ve been such an envious girl all my life
i’ve had envy on my friends, on known people, most of reasons are:
I’ve always felt like sh.. that none guy has ever loved or liked me while even the most uglier and boring girl i know has been liked by a guy,
and that makes so envy them, i feel like sh.. and ugly, even if my friends and family says i’m not ugly or boring that just being a goth girl scares guys…
i’m so envious of the bi… that is in love with the guy i like
i also been triying to commit suicide but i’ve been catched and i can’t even try now.
i hide and cry when i feel like sh..
also i’m that unhappy that i try to change myself, perming my hair, also diyng it.
I’m so pessimist, i always think no one will ever love me, i also criticize alot (inside of me i’m not mean to people) and i make fun of people that becomes bf/gf of other people
just for looks, perfection and stuff and i always say that there just some d… that will never learn to love not even their own dog.