i was a fag and i fagged people,
now i’m really sorry :’(
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Loading ...I’m 22 years old now and just saw my mother and stepfather last week. Its the first time I have seen them in more than a year and he thinks I should have forgiven him by now. Both he and my mother are terrible alcoholics. My stepfather spanked me up until I was almost sixteen years old and I am still angry at him today for all the humilition I endured at his hands. I have still not forgiven my mother for allowing him to abuse me over those years. It was bad enough when I was little but it became more frequent and more humiliating as I got older. By the time I was about 11 years old he began spanking me completely naked and would force me to be in mortifying positions. He used his hand but would also use his belt. The older I got the more reasons he found to spank me and often did for the most trivial reasons, things I did that didn’t deserve me being spanked for. They both drank heavily everyday and from around 11 up until I was 15 he found a reason to spank me at least once a week and sometimes more. I just remember the fear I had of him and the way my mother ignored my pleas for help and just let him continue abusing me all those years. He would send me to my bedroom where I would wait sometimes as long as an hour for him to come upstairs. As soon as he came in my room he made me take all my clothes off and would first spank me over his lap. After that I never knew what would happen next as he would force me to bend over holding my ankles or bend over my desk to whip me with his belt. Over time he had me in so many humiliating positions I don’t even remember all of them. The most humiliating was when he cleared my desk of making me lay on my back holding my legs up as he spnked me with the belt. My anus and vagina would be exposed to him but he would also have me spread my legs open and the belt often hit my anus and at times my vagina. The pain was unbearable but the humiliation of him seeing me like that was just as bad. When the spanking was over he would me make me stand naked in the middle of my room with my arms straight out holding a book in each hand. He would just sit on the bed and look at me and scold me. This would go on for almost 10 or 20 minutes depending on how drunk he was. I don’t know why I never told anyone what he was doing to me but think it was because I was to embarrassed to talk about it. He never tried to have sex with me but I think he enjoyed looking at my body and humiliating me by putting me in so many different positions. I always cried and sometimes screamed from the pain he inflicted on me and my mother never came upstairs and never told him not to spank me. I dreaded coming home from school and on weekends my mother and him would drink all day. The more I developed the more humiliating it became and I would start crying long before he came up to my room knowing I would have to get undressed in front of him. The embarrassment alone was horrific just taking my clothes off but the older I got the longer he woould have me naked. He not only spanked me longer but also made me stand naked holding the books out and my arms would become numb. If I let my arms down to soon for his likeing he would keep hitting me with the belt. I was fairly well developed by the time I was 13 and I could clearly see him looking at me and I knew he enjoyed humiliating me by then. This went on until afew months before my 16th birthday. I don’t remember now why he sent me to my room and it was the same as usual. When he walked in my room he said the same thing all the time just looking at me and telling me to take my clothes off. He forced me over his lap smacking my rear 10 or 12 times. I then had to stand up and bend over holding my ankles and he still only used his hand. When he made me lay on my desk he deliberatley made me hold my ankles with my legs spread apart even puhing my knees open. He began beating me with the belt and I couldn’t help screaming in pain. The next thing I knew my aunt Helen walked into the room and began screaming and hollaring at him and telling me to get dressed. A big argument erupted between my aunt, mother and stepfather. My aunt Helen threatened to cal the police and took me to her house that day. She did call the pastor of her church and I think he is the one who called the police department. A ploice woman interviewed me and I finally told her and my aunt what he had been doing to me for so long. They did ask if he was sexually abusing me or forcing me to have sex with him in any way but he never did do that. I imagine that why he never went to jail but child protective sevices got involved and I lived with my aunt Helen until I started college. I rarely saw him after that and seldom even saw my mother. The older I got the more angry I became with both my mother and stepfather and have still not fogiven either one of them. Even though he never tried to have sex with me I know now that his motive was sexual. I can still recall how he looked at me so intentley and the pleasure in his eyes when he knew how humiliated I was. I don’t fear him anymore but I still hate him and as seldom as I have seen him in past years he tries to act like he never did anything wrong. My mother is still with him and she til today doesn’t realize the trauma he put me through or the extreme humiliation I endured especially when I was a teenager.
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