I am jelous of my best friend,later we became in very bad relation

我也不知道怎么回事，生活没有目标，好象手头做的事情却不是自己所喜欢的，而自己喜欢做的却做不了，着也许是一种痛苦！

well, i want to beat the IELTS examiner. let him or she give me a 7 or more.

I’ve been getting upset when one of my friends is able to see the guy that I’m in love with more than I am. She’s also able to hold such great conversations with him. I feel so stupid when I’m with the both of them. I think I’d like to be more like her. Some years ago I came to the conclusion that jealousy was pointless and I haven’t felt that way since then, but now it just hurts way too much. I don’tlike this at all. I love my friend too, but like I said, it just really hurts.

I’ve been getting upset when one of my friends is able to see the guy that I’m in love with more than I am. She’s also able to hold such great conversations with him. I feel so stupid when I’m with the both of them. I think I’d like to be more like her. Some years ago I came to the conclusion that jealousy was pointless and I haven’t felt that way since then, but now it just hurts way too much. I don’tlike this at all. I love my friend too, but like I said, it just really hurts.

My best friend once had a chance to take part in a speech contest,But I failed to grab the chance.I didn’t say anything wrong,but I bet everything I did suggested I was angry and unhappy.Then,Gosh!He GAVE UP his chance to win the contest.
Now,he has moved to another place.Although I’m guilty,I won’t have the chance to say sorry.Can U 4give me?

please forgive me
have mercy on us please

i had a opportunity to study at university but i gave up so regretted.

I deprive a man from his wife just because I envy her happiness. I am sorry.

didnot study hard