I had sex with my wife before I married her, and I beat up the woman I was having an affair with and her dog out of anger. Afterwards I went back to my spot on the curb behind the 7-11, drunk, playing country music hoping for change. I started taking the Lord’s name in vain against this man who didn’t give me change, and I beat up his kid. He didn’t do anything, and was worried his wife might find out, who was still in the car. I said I wouldn’t tell if he paid me. And he did. So when his wife came out, she was stunning and I wanted her. Instead, I stole from her. Surprisingly, she had cocaine on her. I started selling it once she was gone, but one guy didn’t pay so I chased after him and killed him. I had no intention of forgiving him. My wife found me doing this and promptly divorced me. So out of envy (I still wanted her for my own), I pantsed her in front of everyone! That turned me on somehow. Pants around the ankles. I bought a lot of stuff online using fake credit card numbers, then went to the gay bar and had quite the time. I realized I hated everyone in Uganda and I wanted their food, so I killed every last one of them. After that I hacked into an ATM with illegal software and got a lot of money. I went to my sister’s home, and noticed she was in the shower. So I walked right in and had sex with her, forcefully. I lied and said I was still married to make it feel more exciting. Needless to say, she was very uncomfortable, but I loved her. At that point I started to lose faith in God and still felt horny, so I jacked off. However, I looked in my neighbor’s yard and saw a little girl. So I went over and had sex with her, after peeing on their lawn. Then my hoes (you know, hookers) saw some gays and even though I had a little stint I hated them all and thought they were all horrible people who couldn’t talk normally. I asked God, “what kind of cruel God would allow such horrible people in our world?†So I ran over a squirrel and proudly displayed it to everyone as my new God. I spilled a drink, but I was too lazy to clean it up. I flipped on “Jeopardy!†but I couldn’t get any answers right because I was too stupid, so in the name of Satan I began trashing the house. I found some TOP SECRET documents by chance while doing so, and in spite I turned it over to the French.
You are currently browsing the Lose of faith category.
I can’t say. The world would blow up.
I am a missionary kid who isnt sure if he believes in God.
I had sex with my wife before I married her, and I beat up the woman I was having an affair with and her dog out of anger. Afterwards I went back to my spot on the curb behind the 7-11, drunk, playing country music hoping for change. I started taking the Lord’s name in vain against this man who didn’t give me change, and I beat up his kid. He didn’t do anything, and was worried his wife might find out, who was still in the car. I said I wouldn’t tell if he paid me. And he did. So when his wife came out, she was stunning and I wanted her. Instead, I stole from her. Surprisingly, she had cocaine on her. I started selling it once she was gone, but one guy didn’t pay so I chased after him and killed him. I had no intention of forgiving him. My wife found me doing this and promptly divorced me. So out of envy (I still wanted her for my own), I pantsed her in front of everyone! That turned me on somehow. Pants around the ankles. I bought a lot of stuff online using fake credit card numbers, then went to the gay bar and had quite the time. I realized I hated everyone in Uganda and I wanted their food, so I killed every last one of them. After that I hacked into an ATM with illegal software and got a lot of money. I went to my sister’s home, and noticed she was in the shower. So I walked right in and had sex with her, forcefully. I lied and said I was still married to make it feel more exciting. Needless to say, she was very uncomfortable, but I loved her. At that point I started to lose faith in God and still felt horny, so I jacked off. However, I looked in my neighbor’s yard and saw a little girl. So I went over and had sex with her, after peeing on their lawn. Then my hoes (you know, hookers) saw some gays and even though I had a little stint I hated them all and thought they were all horrible people who couldn’t talk normally. I asked God, “what kind of cruel God would allow such horrible people in our world?” So I ran over a squirrel and proudly displayed it to everyone as my new God. I spilled a drink, but I was too lazy to clean it up. I flipped on “Jeopardy!” but I couldn’t get any answers right because I was too stupid, so in the name of Satan I began trashing the house. I found some TOP SECRET documents by chance while doing so, and in spite I turned it over to the French.
I did everything anybody hare said they did
I had this afternoon my first oral sex. She wasn’t even my GF just a girl i met. I feel so bad because i lost my virginity this summer in Peru, then i behave very nast in a park. Also its easter so i feel im far away from God who mad so much for me. I feel terrible.
I’ve been such an envious girl all my life
i’ve had envy on my friends, on known people, most of reasons are:
I’ve always felt like sh.. that none guy has ever loved or liked me while even the most uglier and boring girl i know has been liked by a guy,
and that makes so envy them, i feel like sh.. and ugly, even if my friends and family says i’m not ugly or boring that just being a goth girl scares guys…
i’m so envious of the bi… that is in love with the guy i like
i also been triying to commit suicide but i’ve been catched and i can’t even try now.
i hide and cry when i feel like sh..
also i’m that unhappy that i try to change myself, perming my hair, also diyng it.
I’m so pessimist, i always think no one will ever love me, i also criticize alot (inside of me i’m not mean to people) and i make fun of people that becomes bf/gf of other people
just for looks, perfection and stuff and i always say that there just some d… that will never learn to love not even their own dog.
I confess that for many years, starting just about when I was 3 years old I flipped the TV channel and found these two people having uncensored sex. I wanted to stay on the channel, but my brother, younger, changed it because he was not interested. Several years later, when I was in kindergarten to grade 2, I secretly watched porn videos on TV in the early morning and got so close to getting in trouble. There was many years after that, that at the end of elementary, I started looking up porn/hentai, watching porn/hentai, writing porn, and cybering, on the internet. I even got a virus because of that, and I got into huge trouble and vowed never to do it again. I did it again. From that time to a few years later, to today, I’ve been watching more porn/hentai, cybering, and now, masturbating! I masturbated so frequently, it was like once every day, every week. It couldn’t be healthy (I heard it sort of oils your joints, and I don’t want my doctor finding this out) so I tried to stop, but no luck. I kept doing it, and eventually I quit a day, but did it again the next day. I might have been doing it today, actually, even though maybe I was trying to conceal it by scratching. I’ve been doing so many methods to forgive myself and forget about everything that happens and start fresh, which is unhighly possible because I knew it would haunt me. This all started out so innocently, but now it’s just a huge negative cloud, and I’m lost in it! I had enough, and I figured that the best way to start fresh without actually wiping my memory or committing suicide was to shout it out loud, but in this case, I’m typing it. I really don’t want anyone I know to find this all out, but at least I can talk to strangers, even if anonymously. I have more confessions to make, one of my ex best friends, that I made in grade k, I went over to her house, and she showed me this abandoned bird nest with an egg inside. I could tell it was very precious to her. She was wondering if the mother would ever come back. When she was elsewhere, I got greedy and stole the egg to put into my carrying bag. On the way back into the house, it broke in my hand so I washed it off and sort of lie-confessed to her. I told her the egg accidently fell out of the nest. She knew I was lying. It didn’t help either when I called her a biotch in high school. I also confess to greedily ripping off a friend that is my best friend today, and she probably doesn’t even know about it. I saw she had a really pretty ring, filled with jewels, and I thought it was real, which it might have been, maybe, but it could have been a really precious gift, or expensive, but I tricked her into trading it to me. In return I gave her this cheap looking gold colored blastic ring, that I said was a real gold ring. My grandmother told me to return it, but I didn’t. Instead, even though I was horrible at scheming, I decided to use this ring in my plot against my new arch nemesis at school. It went horribly wrong and my arch nemesis got to keep the ring (now that I think about it, I was probably just jealous of her), and that left me totally akward, and my friend totally clueless. Another confession is that I started looking for magic in wicca and stuff like that because I was interested in that, and made many friends with the same interests of becoming cute girly magicky girls. At my elementary, I met a new friend. We played on many websites together, and on one of them, her much older brother played too. I insulted him or said stupid random things, and all of a sudden, her parents and family hates me, and I’m totally excommunicated. We exchange occasional greetings now and then because we are both best friends with another girl we know. Another confession is that I got so deep into this magic stuff that my belief for the Lord was getting vague and I found myself thinking I could manipulate the elements to save me in situations instead of praying to the Lord. I had to do something about this. I decided to find a loophole in which I could still be faithful to the Lord and find magic, but maybe a more girly fluttery magick that’s not harmful or durasticly changing, or if it is durasticly changing, then it would have to be some way that God allows it (because in my religion, manipulating nature and having a specific kind of contact with the spiritual world), but I’m not sure. I am currently still questing for that perfect, allowed magical experience. A confession I have is that I have the bad habbit of swearing a lot, really badly. I want to get all of this out of my system. I want to move on with my life, be forgivin by God, and forgive myself for all these horrible sins I committed, and probably others that I don’t remember, and if I do, I’ll post them also.
I knew you were going to leave me soon. I thought I had more time. Afterwards, I hated God for taking you away and everyone else for not understanding. Sometimes, I still do. Now I think I understand, seeing someone else lying in a hospital bed. Living like that would have killed you more slowly. Now no one will ever live up to the image I have of you. I miss you and I love you as much as ever. I hope you will be waiting for me…and they wonder why cars terrify me.
yo voté por Chavez
Dios: “Amaréis, pues, al extranjero; porque extranjeros fuisteis en la tierra de Egipto. A Jehová tu Dios temerás, a él solo servirás, a él seguirás, y por su nombre jurarás.†(Deuteronomy 10:19-10).
Jesus: “Amad a vuestros enemigos, bendecid a los que os maldicen, haced bien a los que os aborrecen, y orad por los que os ultrajan y os persiguen; para que seáis hijos de vuestro Padre que está en los cielos, que hace salir su sol sobre malos y buenos, y que hace llover sobre justos e injustos. Porque si amáis a los que os aman, ¿qué recompensa tendréis? ¿No hacen también lo mismo los publicanos?
Y si saludáis a vuestros hermanos solamente, ¿qué hacéis de más? ¿No hacen también asàlos gentiles? Sed, pues, vosotros perfectos, como vuestro Padre que está en los cielos es perfecto.†(Matthew 5:44-48).
Solomon: “Cuando los caminos del hombre son agradables a Jehová, Aun a sus enemigos hace estar en paz con él.†(Proverbs 16:7).
Paul: “Si es posible, en cuanto dependa de vosotros, estad en paz con todos los hombres. No os venguéis vosotros mismos, amados mÃÂos, sino dejad lugar a la ira de Dios; porque escrito está: MÃÂa es la venganza, yo pagaré, dice el Señor. Asàque, si tu enemigo tuviere hambre, dale de comer; si tuviere sed, dale de beber; pues haciendo esto, ascuas de fuego amontonarás sobre su cabeza. No seas vencido de lo malo, sino vence con el bien el mal.†(Romans 12:18-21).
John: “El que dice que está en la luz, y aborrece a su hermano, está todavÃÂa en tinieblas. El que ama a su hermano, permanece en la luz, y en él no hay tropiezo.
Pero el que aborrece a su hermano está en tinieblas, y anda en tinieblas, y no sabe a dónde va, porque las tinieblas le han cegado los ojos.†(1John 2:9-11)
God says: “…you are to love those who are foreigners (European, latin people, musulman, asian, african), for you yourselves were foreigners in North America in the beginning. Fear the LORD your God and serve him. Hold fast to him and take your oaths in his name. (Deuteronomy 10:19-20).
Jesus says: “Love your enemies (European, latin people, musulman, asian, african) and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that?
And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.†(Matthew 5:44).
Solomon says: “When a man’s ways are pleasing to the LORD, he makes even his enemies live at peace with him.†(Proverbs 16:7).
Paul says: “If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.
Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. On the contrary: “If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.†(Romans 12:18-21).
John says: “Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness. Whoever loves his brother lives in the light, and there is nothing in him to make him stumble. But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks around in the darkness; he does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded him.†(1 John 2:9-11).
Dear wall,
My friend is dating a beautiful smart girl.. who has a terrible taste in music.
based on some short conversations in Facebook, i have a strong feeling that his mind is clouded with love.
There is a good possibility by friend (with the excellent, although sometimes childish taste in music) might go to a Shlomi Artzi concert.
What do I do?
Calling him a fag doesnt seems to cut it.
I’m God
im addicted to diazepam, sometimes i take it with vodka.. i have killed kittens just because i hate them, but sometimes i feel good doing so.. i get excited when im killing them.. im bulimic, i cheat my wife with other two womans.. i lie a lot, im addicted to work and have suicidal tendences.. i think this is i would do some day.. not without killing someother people before. i like to steal stuff just for fun, i dont like helping people.. i think im not believing in god so much lately, yesterday i put a knife on my arm just to feel it.. but i didnt cut myself.. yet. i hate my family, i hate myself, i hate you all.
Confesso que per culpa meva i dels companys del mIRC, el Sp0cK ens ha abandonat del canal i no vol tornar mai.
Et trobem molt a faltar!
Me saca plata de mi sueldo. Soy universitario, me ezforce para capacitarme pero en la Argentina eso no vale y el no tiene titulo, es un ignorante pero tiene contactos. Estoy harto de escuchar su sarta de idioteces y lo detesto con todo mi corazon. DESEO QUE LO ECHEN PRONTO!
I think you leave me alone in this planet… your not exists
From the deeplest HELL to your mind!!
Death is every where
Well, my wife and I were married in May. By July, I had lost my mind and cheated on her. I admitted this to her after I came off of the medication that caused me to lose it. Anyway, it was too late. She didn’t want me anymore. She is the most important part of my life. I just want her back but anytime I speak with her, she just continually berates me and puts me down. I’m thinking of killing myself.
As a high school stuent in China
Life is kinda hard
Cause everything’s nothing if you CAN’T get Great grades
Fortunately
We are divided into two group
One called “Language(Or Art) stutdent”
The other is “Science student”
It’s obvious that those who learn science better smarter and worrk harder
I’m not one of them
So I made my choice of art
which was different from my 5star friends
And I am now in a brand new class
being the monitor and dealing with every kind of problem
The worse is that I don’t have a FRIEND
I mean TRUE FRIEND
Some told me that people in senior school are quite differnt from the ones you met before
They may get along well with you
But will never speak frankly and truthfully
And now I’d realized it
ÂÂ
ÂÂ
ÂÂ
I hate those persons!
And can’t find myself and way!
סילחו לי בבקש׆×Â× ×™ צנבשבילכ×Â
Its yom kipur and i need to ask forgiveness from everybody, Please forgive me. I’ve been bad. I’ve treated alot of people badly over the years and i’d like to be forgiven today.
Please forgive me ya’ll.
someone told me: Go and get yourself a life !!
it really pissed me off
i feel i have no life at all
i cannot commit suicide, it’s forbidden
i cannot stand my life, what life ?
besancenot should have been elected!!! now cuz of sarkozy france is doomed, and therefore we shall start a revolution!!! death to sarkozy, the mail man should be the president!!!
this is for hidan, i think he should use gel, instead of animal fat for his hair because first of all you must stink, and second of all you are gonna eliminate all the animals on the planet…
I hate a person on this site called me, she thinks she’s a smart person, she’s alcoholic, she’s a fat bitch kissing and fucking everybody, I’m sure I’m not the only one that hates her! We should do an anti Chloe association to preserve the future from things like it
If you feel that you without forgiveness, read this link, is a prophecy directly from God…
Si te sientes sin perdon, lee esto, es una profecia directamente de Dios…
http://www.prophecy.org/0867pro.htm           English
http://www.profecia.org/sp-0867pro.htm        Español






(39 votes, average: 4.87 out of 10)