I did everything anybody hare said they did
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Premarital sex, fighting, not loving thy neighbour
I was at a formal party where my friend’s friends and family were attending. I had a few too many drinks and according to friends, blacked out by the middle of the night. Somewhere in that time period, I had 10+ drinks, harassed my friend’s boyfriend and brother, danced with her boyfriend’s parents in a not so nice way, threw up on a friend’s expensive shoes, threw up everywhere in the bathroom, threw up in my friend’s car and had to get helped home by 3 friends. Somehow my friends talked the bartender out of calling 911, the caterers called her the next day and got bitched at for what I did. I got a nasty 24-hour hangover and 2 weeks worth of regret with a long list of people to apologize to.
I confess to lieing to my parents, as well as picking my pimples on my face and body. I don’t want to have permanent marks on my body! I try hard but I can’t stop. Please God, help me! (just so you know, I put vandalism for my face and body) I need forgiveness, so then I can forgive myself.
I confess that for many years, starting just about when I was 3 years old I flipped the TV channel and found these two people having uncensored sex. I wanted to stay on the channel, but my brother, younger, changed it because he was not interested. Several years later, when I was in kindergarten to grade 2, I secretly watched porn videos on TV in the early morning and got so close to getting in trouble. There was many years after that, that at the end of elementary, I started looking up porn/hentai, watching porn/hentai, writing porn, and cybering, on the internet. I even got a virus because of that, and I got into huge trouble and vowed never to do it again. I did it again. From that time to a few years later, to today, I’ve been watching more porn/hentai, cybering, and now, masturbating! I masturbated so frequently, it was like once every day, every week. It couldn’t be healthy (I heard it sort of oils your joints, and I don’t want my doctor finding this out) so I tried to stop, but no luck. I kept doing it, and eventually I quit a day, but did it again the next day. I might have been doing it today, actually, even though maybe I was trying to conceal it by scratching. I’ve been doing so many methods to forgive myself and forget about everything that happens and start fresh, which is unhighly possible because I knew it would haunt me. This all started out so innocently, but now it’s just a huge negative cloud, and I’m lost in it! I had enough, and I figured that the best way to start fresh without actually wiping my memory or committing suicide was to shout it out loud, but in this case, I’m typing it. I really don’t want anyone I know to find this all out, but at least I can talk to strangers, even if anonymously. I have more confessions to make, one of my ex best friends, that I made in grade k, I went over to her house, and she showed me this abandoned bird nest with an egg inside. I could tell it was very precious to her. She was wondering if the mother would ever come back. When she was elsewhere, I got greedy and stole the egg to put into my carrying bag. On the way back into the house, it broke in my hand so I washed it off and sort of lie-confessed to her. I told her the egg accidently fell out of the nest. She knew I was lying. It didn’t help either when I called her a biotch in high school. I also confess to greedily ripping off a friend that is my best friend today, and she probably doesn’t even know about it. I saw she had a really pretty ring, filled with jewels, and I thought it was real, which it might have been, maybe, but it could have been a really precious gift, or expensive, but I tricked her into trading it to me. In return I gave her this cheap looking gold colored blastic ring, that I said was a real gold ring. My grandmother told me to return it, but I didn’t. Instead, even though I was horrible at scheming, I decided to use this ring in my plot against my new arch nemesis at school. It went horribly wrong and my arch nemesis got to keep the ring (now that I think about it, I was probably just jealous of her), and that left me totally akward, and my friend totally clueless. Another confession is that I started looking for magic in wicca and stuff like that because I was interested in that, and made many friends with the same interests of becoming cute girly magicky girls. At my elementary, I met a new friend. We played on many websites together, and on one of them, her much older brother played too. I insulted him or said stupid random things, and all of a sudden, her parents and family hates me, and I’m totally excommunicated. We exchange occasional greetings now and then because we are both best friends with another girl we know. Another confession is that I got so deep into this magic stuff that my belief for the Lord was getting vague and I found myself thinking I could manipulate the elements to save me in situations instead of praying to the Lord. I had to do something about this. I decided to find a loophole in which I could still be faithful to the Lord and find magic, but maybe a more girly fluttery magick that’s not harmful or durasticly changing, or if it is durasticly changing, then it would have to be some way that God allows it (because in my religion, manipulating nature and having a specific kind of contact with the spiritual world), but I’m not sure. I am currently still questing for that perfect, allowed magical experience. A confession I have is that I have the bad habbit of swearing a lot, really badly. I want to get all of this out of my system. I want to move on with my life, be forgivin by God, and forgive myself for all these horrible sins I committed, and probably others that I don’t remember, and if I do, I’ll post them also.
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Dios: “Amaréis, pues, al extranjero; porque extranjeros fuisteis en la tierra de Egipto. A Jehová tu Dios temerás, a él solo servirás, a él seguirás, y por su nombre jurarás.†(Deuteronomy 10:19-10).
Jesus: “Amad a vuestros enemigos, bendecid a los que os maldicen, haced bien a los que os aborrecen, y orad por los que os ultrajan y os persiguen; para que seáis hijos de vuestro Padre que está en los cielos, que hace salir su sol sobre malos y buenos, y que hace llover sobre justos e injustos. Porque si amáis a los que os aman, ¿qué recompensa tendréis? ¿No hacen también lo mismo los publicanos?
Y si saludáis a vuestros hermanos solamente, ¿qué hacéis de más? ¿No hacen también asàlos gentiles? Sed, pues, vosotros perfectos, como vuestro Padre que está en los cielos es perfecto.†(Matthew 5:44-48).
Solomon: “Cuando los caminos del hombre son agradables a Jehová, Aun a sus enemigos hace estar en paz con él.†(Proverbs 16:7).
Paul: “Si es posible, en cuanto dependa de vosotros, estad en paz con todos los hombres. No os venguéis vosotros mismos, amados mÃÂos, sino dejad lugar a la ira de Dios; porque escrito está: MÃÂa es la venganza, yo pagaré, dice el Señor. Asàque, si tu enemigo tuviere hambre, dale de comer; si tuviere sed, dale de beber; pues haciendo esto, ascuas de fuego amontonarás sobre su cabeza. No seas vencido de lo malo, sino vence con el bien el mal.†(Romans 12:18-21).
John: “El que dice que está en la luz, y aborrece a su hermano, está todavÃÂa en tinieblas. El que ama a su hermano, permanece en la luz, y en él no hay tropiezo.
Pero el que aborrece a su hermano está en tinieblas, y anda en tinieblas, y no sabe a dónde va, porque las tinieblas le han cegado los ojos.†(1John 2:9-11)
God says: “…you are to love those who are foreigners (European, latin people, musulman, asian, african), for you yourselves were foreigners in North America in the beginning. Fear the LORD your God and serve him. Hold fast to him and take your oaths in his name. (Deuteronomy 10:19-20).
Jesus says: “Love your enemies (European, latin people, musulman, asian, african) and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that?
And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.†(Matthew 5:44).
Solomon says: “When a man’s ways are pleasing to the LORD, he makes even his enemies live at peace with him.†(Proverbs 16:7).
Paul says: “If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.
Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. On the contrary: “If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.†(Romans 12:18-21).
John says: “Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness. Whoever loves his brother lives in the light, and there is nothing in him to make him stumble. But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks around in the darkness; he does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded him.†(1 John 2:9-11).
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ME PRENDE VER A MIS AMIGOS DE NIÑOS!!!
I’m God
im addicted to diazepam, sometimes i take it with vodka.. i have killed kittens just because i hate them, but sometimes i feel good doing so.. i get excited when im killing them.. im bulimic, i cheat my wife with other two womans.. i lie a lot, im addicted to work and have suicidal tendences.. i think this is i would do some day.. not without killing someother people before. i like to steal stuff just for fun, i dont like helping people.. i think im not believing in god so much lately, yesterday i put a knife on my arm just to feel it.. but i didnt cut myself.. yet. i hate my family, i hate myself, i hate you all.
Soy valenciano, y por supuesto amo a todo lo valenciano, y cuando veo a los catalanistas intentar destruir lo valenciano me entra una ira impresionante y pido la muerte a todos ellos! La suerte que tienen es que no los e tenido delande de mi cara si no los mataria a todos.
Vixca lo regne de valencia, sempre valencians mai catalans
Me encanta los videos snuff, de gore y todo eso, y me da miedo ke termine asesinando y violando a alguien cuando yo esté borracho, haciendo un video snuff porke realmente creo ke me estan volviendo loco!!!! ke hago!!! soy muy violento y muy alcoholico!!!! tengo rpoblemas serios???
Desde hace casi 10 años me estado metiendo todo tipo de drogas,mezclando,Juntaba alcohol,hash,cocaina,pastillas, o iba alternando la coca y las pastillas con LSD,Speed y + y + y +,Alprincipio tenia gracia porque las novias que tenÃÂa también les iba la juerga.Yo siempre tuve cabeza para estas cosas.Siempre tenia la cabeza en su sitio,con mas o menos compostura pero siempre lúcido.Lo que se trata esque ahora ya no tengo pareja y la verdad… no me gustarÃÂa que la pareja se drogara como hize yo.Pero pienso que me gustarÃÂa seguir asày que voy a encontrar ala chica perfecta pero la realidad es otra…. Solo conozco a “badgirls” con muchos vicios que son divertidos pero a la hora de la verdad para mi están huecas.
Creo que voy camino de quedarme con las ganas de tener una chica en condiciones.
Las drogas son buenas?Es un pecado ponerse hasta atrás ya sea para salir de fiesta o para quedare en casa?
Me gustarÃÂa encontrar una salida a todo esto.Me quedarÃÂa con el Sexo y realmente…. no lo tengo pq no quiero con esas.
Quiero que me perdonen si apartir de ahora me acuesto con todas las chicas que hasta ahora he estado evitando.Ya sea por puro vicio o por simplemente diversión.
Me masturbo viendo el foro de www.khoyac.es/foro y eso que no es porno ni nada…. =_(
From the deeplest HELL to your mind!!
Death is every where
My sins are adultery, rape, pederasty, bestiality, murder, extreme violnes, gluttony, I drink, take drugs, I like beating nuns, masturbating inside churches, sodomizing all kind of furry pets… anyway, I beg god to give me more time to keep on doing this, but I have AIDS.
Its yom kipur and i need to ask forgiveness from everybody, Please forgive me. I’ve been bad. I’ve treated alot of people badly over the years and i’d like to be forgiven today.
Please forgive me ya’ll.
I hate a person on this site called me, she thinks she’s a smart person, she’s alcoholic, she’s a fat bitch kissing and fucking everybody, I’m sure I’m not the only one that hates her! We should do an anti Chloe association to preserve the future from things like it
If you feel that you without forgiveness, read this link, is a prophecy directly from God…
Si te sientes sin perdon, lee esto, es una profecia directamente de Dios…
http://www.prophecy.org/0867pro.htm           English
http://www.profecia.org/sp-0867pro.htm        Español
sorry for all my faults…
goodbye, world…
Sorry for all my degradations by tagging :/
there is this boy
for over a year now we been hooking up yada yada
and he told me he feels the same
WHEN HE WAS SOBER
and i want to be with him
but he is going away
and it makes me want to cry
we will all miss him
and i dont know why, but for alot of this time i have felt as though i am falling head over heels in love with this child,
but i dont want to get hurt
but its inevitable right?
HE IS A GOOD KISSER AI HEHEH????
I ask why do we believe in god or any other spirit of that nature and i dont like the most of all is all of religion, we are afraid to believe that we can’t explain things we need to find answer but i say why not wonder and accept that fact we can know everything! also just to add to that since its related why? do we hate different sooooo much can’t we embrace it instead of killing it?
He represents everything that i hate. i fucking hate him!!! i fuckin hate him!!!!
when i found out i had aids in 2003, i was FURIOUS, i felt everyone should suffer. So i delibratly cut myself and threw my blood on people, i would screw any walking thing i saw, man or women
then i found out about a man named god, and now im a priest at one of the most respected churches of Iraq, “St.Lalijama Osamabaloo of Atheists”
I ask god for my forgivness and now i ask forgiveness for those i spread StD’s to
bad date
long meeting
boring party
in-laws
Jehovah’s Witnesses
the assh*** car dealer
my boss
my wife
my girlfriend
Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Everytime I start to believe
Something’s raped and taken from me
Life’s got to always be messing with me
Can’t they chill and let me be free?
Can’t I take away all this pain
I try to every night all in vain
Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it’s my life I can’t taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You’ll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Feeling like a freak on a leash
Feeling like I have no release
How many times have I felt diseased?
Nothing in my life is free
ok, its not a big deal, but still…
i just did a tattoo… my number 4…
my mum hates tattoos, and each time i do one, she wants to kill me…
:/





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