I’ve been getting upset when one of my friends is able to see the guy that I’m in love with more than I am. She’s also able to hold such great conversations with him. I feel so stupid when I’m with the both of them. I think I’d like to be more like her. Some years ago I came to the conclusion that jealousy was pointless and I haven’t felt that way since then, but now it just hurts way too much. I don’tlike this at all. I love my friend too, but like I said, it just really hurts.