my life is a complete mess, complete failure

i even call myself a loser, and don’t get angry by saying it to myself, because i’m simply a loser

that doesn’t mean i don’t have faith in God, i do, and i know that things happen for a reason

but, why everything bad happen to me only?

why me?

i know what some would say, that there are millions of people whom are even in worst conditions comparing to me, and that i should be grateful, actually i am grateful

but my life really sucks

i always thank God, at least i’m beathing and walking, and on to of all that

i’m a living creature

thank you God