30 years of marriage abuse me have been married 30 years long and short a very...

rough 30 years 3 kids / separated a couple of times / divorce papers once / had her locked up for being crazy / had me locked up for arguing in front of the kids { i pushed her } etc .BUT THROUGH ALL THIS WE STAYED TOGETHER I THOUGHT IT WAS MUTUAL OUT OF LOVE FOR EACH OTHER , BUT THAT NOT THE CASE SHE IS A CONTROL FREAK WHO TAKES PLEASURE IN ABUSE BOTH WAYS . WHY I SAY THAT IS 3 YEARS AGO I HAD MY 4TH HEART ATTACK WHICH DISABLED ME . I GIVE UP ALL ABUSES TO LIVE EXCEPT 1 SMOKING DONE IT FOR 40 YEARS { CANT STOP IAM DOWN TO LIKE 5 TO 6 A DAY . BUT SHE WOULD NOT HAVE THAT SHE AND I HAVENT BEEN COMPANIONS OF ANY SOURT FOR3 YEARS AND NOW SHE IS OUT MAKING FREINDS AND STAYING AWAY FROM HOME / WHAT THE HECK IAM DEING BAD HEART . WHY IS SHE SUCH A CUNT AND FUCKING BITCH I DONT HAVE THAT LONG LEAVE ME AND THE KIDS ALONE

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