everyone else around me is moving on, starting new things and having fun, and I...

am just trudging around doing the same things. I'm very grateful to have a job and a house and friends, But I hate it when I try to open doors to new things they just seem to slam back in my face. Everyone else is getting married or starting new relationships, getting promoted, buying a house, moving away and generally seeing the world. I hate my job, my family is screwed up, my love life is non-existant and it's not for want of trying. Why is it that my life seems to be going nowhere? I hate being the only one who comes home to the same boring routine, same job, same EVERYTHING. The worst part is i'm losing confidence to strike out and change things because I've had so little success. I don't understand. I'm talented and good at what I do. Why does no one want me? I want to blow raspberries at the world. Maybe I will do that. Just blow raspberries.