"Hopefully this is therapeutic
This will probably sound really petty
I thought my friends were the most compassionate and most loving people
I thought wrongly
All the way back in march, around 5 of my friends organized to go to a sleepaway camp together
It was to a camp that I had been longing to go to for around two years.
Their plans did not include me.
I had to ask them about what they were doing over the summer
For them to tell me about the camp
By the time they told me it was too late to enroll, so I strparted thinking if they were even my real friends
But I asked about a different camp and my mother said that I shouldn't go without my friends, if they wouldn't even think to include me, then why would I even feel safer there."