"I've never wanted my best friend to be
I've never wanted my best friend to be happy.
It's ridiculous, but I would always get this bittersweet pleasure whenever she didn't get something she wanted.
Though, when she gets the boys [and believe me, they keep coming], I'd always feel so...unsatisfied.
I always wish my friends would hate her, because she's far more fun than me. The only reason why they'd hate is because she's not a very good friend. She's notorious for stealing boys and being a "w****" [although, I would never call her that], and banging up trusts.
It's crazy, but I had to get it out there.
Call me a bad person.
A bad friend.
I do her no wrong.
I just think wrong.
And I am already ashamed of that."