Im 35, moved back in with my parents after failing to keep a job and uphold my mortgage on my house. I don’t know what to do about my future. I have awesome parents that took me back in and a loving girlfriend who is keeping by my side as I try to make sense of all this.
I feel so much guilt about the extra stress I feel I am putting on these people because of my failure as a man. I have no direction in life. I have had more downs than ups, and honestly don’t know if my life has any worth. I pray, but don’t believe in God – in the traditional sense, so I feel like im making empty wishes to the universe.
Things feel like they will never get to the place I want it to be"