Why me... I wonder why me sometimes...Here it goes, I am married, I have a beautiful...

son...I am a bad person...For so many reasons..Make a long story short...I met my soul mate at 14...WE never dated, But to this day, even though He has moved away and has never spoken to me again...(this was 4 1/2 years ago), I can't forget him. At night I go to bed saying, "Steve I hate you" and I wake up thinking of him...Why me....Don't get me wrong, I LOVE MY HUSBAND TO DEATH...but what I feel for Steve is so deep I don't know if I could ever forget him or really hate him...Thats not the worse part...The worse part is..I am having an "ORAL AFFAIR" with my ex. I dont know how I have come to this...With a great loving, sexy, husband..Why me...why would I do this ....Maybe I am evil....

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