"I hate you for sleeping with my friend in my bed while I was at work.
I hate you for calling me the worst things I have ever been called.
I hate you for belittling my sexual assault and making me feel that I am not worth help.
I hate you for making me doubt myself.
I hate you for lying to me about everything, especially when you knew I knew the truth.
I hate you for using me to get yourself back on your feet.
I hate you for always turning to me because you knew I would be there.
I hate you the most for not just ending it, for keeping me so back burner.
I hate myself for still thinking about you, for still feeling anything, even if it is hate.