I got busted for DUI and now I'm going to juvie. My fetish is being selfish I...

met a girl who was more than willing to do whatever I want to make me sexually satisfied. Normally this would be a dream come true. The thing is that I don't return the favor and I don't feel bad about it at all. Months back, I went to this party a friend of mine was throwing. I didn’t plan on drinking that night, but I ended up doing so. I thought I was okay to drive by the time the party was winding down. Wrong. I got pulled over by a cop and arrested.I always get what I want when she comes over. I always get at least one bj, she licks my bawlz, and if I'm in the mood for it, then doggystyle. I always pull her hair, hold her throat, and she always swallows. The thing is, I never return the favor. I have never even asked what she's into. Fast forward to the present. I was in court today to learn my fate. I don’t have any priors, so I thought I would just get probation w/ community service or something. The lack of attention paid to her and the complete focus on my desires is what gets me off hardcore. I love being able to have her over for a bj and relax and not having to do anything afterwords. Like the BJ is the main course. I don't intend on pleasing her sexually at all. Again, wrong. The judge sentenced me to 30 days in juvie. And this dynamic turns me on. She says things like "i'm a giver!" And she has even said that some people prefer to give and some prefer to receive and if I'm a reciever then I should be honest about my sexuality. I'm like "h*** yeah I like to revieve, now get on your knees!" and she does. It's incredible! The only leniency I was shown is the fact that I don't have to report until Friday evening. This was to give me time to resign properly from my after-school job, among other things. Look, I own the fact that what I did was stupid and criminal and that I deserve this. I really did s**** myself good. My boyfriend broke up with me once his parents learned about my arrest. I lost my license, and now my job and my freedom. I also wasn't allowed to try out for volleyball again this year. And my parents are angry and disappointed beyond belief. Not to mention I won't graduate on time because of this. I hope anyone reading this will learn from my mistake and just call a cab. Trust me, drinking and driving isn’t worth it.

By Anonymous on General,