we can't afford this cruise I just can't see it happening. we never go anywhere...

and to be honest. I really want to go with a boyfriend/husband not with my parents. I know it sounds selfish but I just am sick of people expecting me to pay for their house to be fixed, their furniture, their this their that. what about what I want!... that is what this nurse said to me... she said you are a great person for all you been through you have to be selfish now. my doctor said you have probably left it too late to have kids, my heart tells me that too with its pulpitations, and the more time goes on the lack of a marriage and baby has made the anxiety and pulpitations worse. I never wanted to be in this situation. I wanted a career and husband ages ago. its only joyce and sarina russo who have been plotting against me and my neighbors - if they would stop plotting against me I would have had more out of life. they know what they did! they have to live with what they did to me!

By Anonymous on General,