I have a girlfriend, I love her and she loves me. We've been together for...

almost two years now. She is the most beautiful girl to me. We have not had sex. We want to take our time, and I'm respectful of her. I don't push her into anything. I  don't pressurize. We still have 'fun' - ie, mutual masturbation. She's not ready to go further. I haven't asked because i don't like to pressure her, and it's always up to her anyway. I rarely see her because she lives a distance away and I'm at university every day. She talks, she fantasises, and she tells me all about them. They are kinky, they involve everything we haven't done. Oral and sex. She wants to experiment, but isn't willing to go further. I have no say, so I don't say anything. She is precious, but also fragile. I want to go further, I want to express my love deeper to her. But I can't. I am a young male. I get horny, and I never see her. I masturbate yes... But i also look up porn.. And i feel terrible. I hate it. But i can't seem to stop it. And my girl never wants to go further. I hate myself for looking up porn, despite being with the most beautiful girl I know..  Do i deserve to be forgiven?

By Anonymous on General,

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