From reddit: Have a girlfriend that I love, but want to suck a dick so bad [NSFW]
"Once in a while I get this urge to have oral sex with a guy. Preferably someone that I can trust. I love my girlfriend and I love having sex with her. Im not really particularly attracted to guys sexually. I just want to feel a real penis in my mouth. I want to make it ejaculate. i dont really want to have a guy give me oral sex. My girlfriend suck..."