From reddit: I hate myself so much, I'd murder myself if I could.
"I hate myself. Like REALLY fucking hate myself. Like, I'd legitimately murder myself if I was another person. That's how much I hate myself. And the thing is, it's not even all of myself that I hate. It's mostly the outer shell that I hate the most about myself. My body. There is literally not a redeemable thing about it, other than I am not crippl..."