From reddit: Can’t believe I’m writing this but I just have a general fuck it attitude today.
"I have severe anxiety. I have panic attacks. I have issues with sexual aversions and thoughts that invade my head and never leave. I have anxiety attacks at the thought of getting off, but I’ve learned from my mistakes that repression ain’t it, at least for me. I feel as though I’m a disgusting monster. Just for that. It makes me 10x more difficult..."