From reddit: I feel bitter and envious of anyone with any kind of special skills.
"For example, i have a few friends who are really good at drawing, who even go to a visual arts high school. I envy them for being so good at drawing. I enjoy drawing myself but am terrible. I have tried learning but am just not able to. This envy applies to other stuff too, like playing instruments, even though i havent ever really tried to learn ..."