From reddit: Deep down I know that I'm an unlikable person.
"I feel as though as no matter what I do or how I do it, people won't be satisfied with anything that I do. It probably explains why I have no friends at all in my life but countless people who use me as a target for their aggression. I honestly don't know how I made it this far in this point in life without any guidance or companionship. I guess f..."