I've been getting upset when one of my friends is able

I've been getting upset when one of my friends is able to see the guy that I'm in love with more than I am. She's also able to hold such great conversations with him. I feel so stupid when I'm with the both of them. I think I'd like to be more like her. Some years ago I came to the conclusion that jealousy was pointless and I haven't felt that way since then, but now it just hurts way too much. I don'tlike this at all. I love my friend too, but like I said, it just really hurts.