like my relatives are probably just laughing at my illnesses and abuse issues, that is all they ever did was laugh at us, they made fun of my sister at her wedding reception and yet when its them its like "you have to be quiet and be thoughtful and so understanding" they are suffering and all this poor them you have to be like "I am so sorry you going through this" and show them love and yet when anything bad happens to me like being bashed or attacked just walking to university or the car accidents and the child sexual abuse or date rape - its all one big joke to them. sue laughs at others and yet we were all considerate to her about her childrens disabilities etc same with other relatives, they think its funny that I don't have a husband and they ruined my life and career and health and think its all one big joke, I can't relate to that. to me that is satanic. its just evil. that is why mum said I don't have to forgive them for what they did and how they didn't help me when I was being abused as a child and some of them knew. or with later stuff. mum said i don't have to forgive them.

some people are just born bad and joyce and bowie were extremely abusive towards me, I have nothing good to say about them they basicly steal lives. they stole my life from me, they stole my future, they stole my past even. she needed to be pitied so she even stole my abuse issues and its all lies because how can a woman have a phobia disorder suddenly heal to do what this liar multiple personality disordered mental case joyce was doing, her bisexual lifestyle and weird marriage, her need to marry with witches broom sticks sound very satanic occult to me and un-natural. she was always poisoning all her clients marriages and families wanting to break up as many families and marriages as she could, breaking up careers and education, she wanted her clients with nothing. all the black ones were allowed be princesses but the ones like me who were going to university she wanted in the gutter and you can clearly see that woman has no morals and makes no sense. a raving ratbag looneybin. a pedophile protector and aider and abetting a pedo and more. never helping me as a victim of a pedo or assault, which tells you how mentally ill this woman is. my doctor has said out right she is a crack pot, and he is glad I reported her for abuse. it takes a lot of courage to report people in power who are abusive- this woman literally killed off my lovelife, and my human rights and my seed! my right to bear children and be an educated woman that is what angers my doctor so much about this woman, most of her clients never get better to have love or marriage because she is so jealous of them, you would think it should be the opposite that she would want them to be succesful and married to someone they love etc rather then raped. you would think she would want them to have education and go on to success to prove her ability and success record which doesn't look that good at all. with her insults and satanic abuse and her verbal violence week in and week out how could you get better, to fit into her critera of "the worthy" you had to be either dirt poor or thilthy rich and not much inbetween, she has the weirdest concept of right and wrong and needing to teach lessons all the time must be so draining on her and its not therapy my doctor said its just not normal behavior at all.

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