i notice young teachers in nursing who are over sexual and impressed with themselves and highly sexually manipulative and its really overbearing distroying the value of the content. you don't need to be a model or dress up in big earrings and huge high heels and wiggle around to make a quality point! I sometimes wonder what some women really think they are. coming from someone as myself who has never been allowed to express much sexuality I find it overbearing and annoying and laughable to some extent and I often watch newlyweds and mothers and their role playing in public. its rather amusing to hear them play act roles of self importance with kids and jobs and sexual gratification in social situations that don't warrent sexual attention. I nevered liked men making lewid comments about my body when i was younger it made me feel uncomfortable and like I was not my own person. I watch men as well. they are amusing a group of young guys in the sports field and in cars and around chicks. kids hanging out and their loud showy interaction. I get sick of being just an observer of others lives rather then a participator of life. I don't need psycho-drama crap from people over the last number of years some bitches and some weird men have really made me raise my eye brows and they have actually made me much much much more prudish and proper and unsexy in the process but that is not hard for me seeing its been years since I had a real guy look at me nicely and even go with, most of the guys i went out with were just my sisters friends who were boring and users. I have had no true romances, never met the love of my life yet, never found a soul mate yet, never had a lusty romance ever. i am so boring and so super practical.

i notice young teachers in nursing who are over sexual and impressed with themselves and highly sexually manipulative and its really overbearing distroying the value of the content. you don't need to be a model or dress up in big earrings and huge high heels and wiggle around to make a quality point! I sometimes wonder what some women really think they are. coming from someone as myself who has never been allowed to express much sexuality I find it overbearing and annoying and laughable to some extent and I often watch newlyweds and mothers and their role playing in public. its rather amusing to hear them play act roles of self importance with kids and jobs and sexual gratification in social situations that don't warrent sexual attention. I nevered liked men making lewid comments about my body when i was younger it made me feel uncomfortable and like I was not my own person. I watch men as well. they are amusing a group of young guys in the sports field and in cars and around chicks. kids hanging out and their loud showy interaction. I get sick of being just an observer of others lives rather then a participator of life. I don't need psycho-drama crap from people over the last number of years some bitches and some weird men have really made me raise my eye brows and they have actually made me much much much more prudish and proper and unsexy in the process but that is not hard for me seeing its been years since I had a real guy look at me nicely and even go with, most of the guys i went out with were just my sisters friends who were boring and users. I have had no true romances, never met the love of my life yet, never found a soul mate yet, never had a lusty romance ever. i am so boring and so super practical.
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