don't cry a lot I'm the one that stays strong for their other friends and I have seriously thought about cutting and where to do it to hide It but I cant because someone would find out and I don't need or want therapist its not that bad its really not I just feel really awkward and I don't know what to do and my friends cut and I know I want to and all but I don't know what to say like how do you know what to say to someone when you have never been through that I just feel really bad because my brain tells me to change the subject and I makes them feel like I don't care when I care more then the world I just needed to get that off my chest because it was eating away at me