you wouldn't believe me anyway, I don't even want to believe in ghosts but I heard and seen a few things with my mother and dad we just never really talk about it to others. how can you? you think people will see you as crazy. why would a ghost want to kill or rape me? or follow me? or stop me from having a husband and child, sometimes the bastard has come in chocking me with cigarette smoke and I hate that. I tell it to go away, I call a church member when it happens. I don't talk to the doctors much about it. I mean when I had ear infections you hear all kinds of noises in your head and ear, i sometimes think i have ear problems even before the car accident because I am so subjected to listening to so much of other peoples fucking bullshit, the shit and crap that some people have said to me it would damage anyone's ears. sincerely!