by morning I am desperate to get the alprazalam into my system because of the heart blood overload and either racing or just feeling my heart is not pumping but I rarely take more then my doze prescribed, like the day I had to take my cat to the vet and he was sick I just took an extra one, originally I was prescribed them to stop the choking sensation from the other ssris but to be honest I like the stuff, its effective at a low doze for me. I'd rather be off any medications but I know I need them right now. it took a lot to convince me and the doctors forced me and convinced me to take them and it helped with the wet feeling but I don't want to go through that again. but certain pharmaceutical companies generics are better than others without a doubt. I take a baby doze and only started them 3 years ago. before that it was other antidepressants. I just worry about my liver and my heart. the ambulance bought me in one night with bracicardia which is more painful and scary but I wouldn't accept the morphine- i guess I should have my sister said it makes her heart race maybe I should have taken it but I was scared it would kill me. but tachycardia is just as frightening most days.

by morning I am desperate to get the alprazalam into my system because of the heart blood overload and either racing or just feeling my heart is not pumping but I rarely take more then my doze prescribed, like the day I had to take my cat to the vet and he was sick I just took an extra one, originally I was prescribed them to stop the choking sensation from the other ssris but to be honest I like the stuff, its effective at a low doze for me. I'd rather be off any medications but I know I need them right now. it took a lot to convince me and the doctors forced me and convinced me to take them and it helped with the wet feeling but I don't want to go through that again. but certain pharmaceutical companies generics are better than others without a doubt. I take a baby doze and only started them 3 years ago. before that it was other antidepressants. I just worry about my liver and my heart. the ambulance bought me in one night with bracicardia which is more painful and scary but I wouldn't accept the morphine- i guess I should have my sister said it makes her heart race maybe I should have taken it but I was scared it would kill me. but tachycardia is just as frightening most days.
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