Felling Down My boyfriend just told me a guy asked him if I still suck duck good. (I would have punched anyone asking such a forward question when I don't know them). He accused me of sleeping with my dad's friend, because I said his gf is like my dad's age, and he is closer to mine. He pressed and pressed me to say I did, or wanted to (I don't, he isn't my type, a cheater, and slept with my family members. Totally gross). He dredged out my past, saying he wouldn't put it past me. Like I am dirty. Sure, I have had sux, great, lousy, glorious, kinky, sux, and my bf knows this. I have never been ashamed of having sux, and even if it was crappy I haven't ever felt bad about this. Plus, I was largely sober every time, so I knew what I was doing. I have never cheated. I feel awful, because my bf said this random guy ( who I don't honestly know if he is just saying shit or is a guy I have slept with) called me a whoredungbag ( which is what I mockingly say to my bf about random stuff), and it felt like my bf was saying I was a whore. My bfs has had the most sux in our relationship, has done the worst things suxually, and in general. He wanted me to rattle off names of every guy I have ever slept with. Kept attacking me about my past, that was years before I even knew him. He was out living his life while I was living mine, we had never even known the other existed. Yet, I feel sad, hurt, shamed, judged, worthless, and I feel like a sl(_)t. He had wanted to marry me. I just want him to go away forever, because it hurts. He is out having sux right now. I feel kind of broken.