My best friend is 18 and I'm 15. His parents were away and I stayed over. We got drunk and confessed I love him and wanted him to take my virginity. He pulled me to him and kissed me. But said he would only do it if I dress up in his sister's clothes. With makeup. I did want he wanted. And he fucked my ass over and over. I swallowed his cum. This has been going on now for 6 months, but he never says he loves me. I shave my legs for him. And grew my hair long to look feminine. He just fucks me and never want to go out. With me. I love him so much but feel so used. He uses my mouth and ass as a place cum into and does nothing to make me cum.