Sometimes I feel so depressed because I am different from everyone around me - I...

am a good student and I get along with the majority of people. I am always polite but, sometimes I feel like I am stupid if I can not get something right the first time and I hate myself for it. I hate that I am different from everyone else - I am the only person I know who doesn't care about fashion as much and their appearance and it's really infuriating when everyone puts so much emphasis on their appearance but I want to deep down. I don't think I'm gay because I don't have lust for them I imagine what it would be like to be them. I like mens looks more, I just get inspired by women who know how to fashion well ( I want to improve my looks and body, hair and skin). Sometimes I just hate myself for being so different!

By Anonymous on General,