i had a friend, we just call her emmo, anyway, she was making out that she was married to her first ever man she had been with and led me to believe she had two sons to him. as time went on i noticed her doing weird things that didn't make sense. she was started show signs of forgetfulness and saying weird things to me. then one night she let it slip that her current man was not her original husband so she must have got divorced in a short time and never even told me about it, she would just say "i arranged a holiday for me and the family to go horse riding etc i have only ever been with one man" then it was like within 6 -9 months a complete change, her drinking late til all hours and hung over and saying stupid things to me, she asked me to put a few cupcakes together and i think she should have asked me to some beverages as well, i felt so used and hurt and all the time she knew that day of the fundraiser she was going to run late. she was crazy weird. then when she told me her current guy was not her first husband that shocked me it was like i felt she was playing some game and her current guy they were not married even. why would she get her ex-husbands nephew or cousin who was just a teenager of 12 or 14 to demand nude photos from me. i just felt so betrayed that all that time she was either lying and hated me and was back stabbing me and never even bothered to tell me she was getting a divorce til months later and suddenly had a new man called jock. it didn't make sense, she became snobby when she got a job working for a female naturapath doctor in reception work and she was putting down my study like "and what will that do for you?" and then going on about her course at e-trades and they don't even do nutrition they do business and i couldn't see her as a counsellor as she has obvious food and personality disorders her mother noticed. i think she has a psychotic history but was a wolf in sheep dress. what a back stabber to not even turn up and be 3 hours late for her fundraiser leaving us without any drinks on a hot day in the sun. i couldn't believe she do that to me. emmo hurt me so much, i never expected her to do that to me. something did not feel right and i had to drop out of her club because it changed concept and it was nicer when it first started. sometimes i miss emmo i thought she was a real friend but that year emmo and mareeanza both back stabbed me and desperato randal (or as i call her randy) she was asking me to her church and then cut me from behind with a knife stab in the back. everyone of my females friends i met within a year hurt me and cut me apart. and i had to tell them to stop abusing me and break up the friendships. what the hell is wrong with women and people in this world today.

i had a friend, we just call her emmo, anyway, she was making out that she was married to her first ever man she had been with and led me to believe she had two sons to him. as time went on i noticed her doing weird things that didn't make sense. she was started show signs of forgetfulness and saying weird things to me. then one night she let it slip that her current man was not her original husband so she must have got divorced in a short time and never even told me about it, she would just say "i arranged a holiday for me and the family to go horse riding etc i have only ever been with one man" then it was like within 6 -9 months a complete change, her drinking late til all hours and hung over and saying stupid things to me, she asked me to put a few cupcakes together and i think she should have asked me to some beverages as well, i felt so used and hurt and all the time she knew that day of the fundraiser she was going to run late. she was crazy weird. then when she told me her current guy was not her first husband that shocked me it was like i felt she was playing some game and her current guy they were not married even. why would she get her ex-husbands nephew or cousin who was just a teenager of 12 or 14 to demand nude photos from me. i just felt so betrayed that all that time she was either lying and hated me and was back stabbing me and never even bothered to tell me she was getting a divorce til months later and suddenly had a new man called jock. it didn't make sense, she became snobby when she got a job working for a female naturapath doctor in reception work and she was putting down my study like "and what will that do for you?" and then going on about her course at e-trades and they don't even do nutrition they do business and i couldn't see her as a counsellor as she has obvious food and personality disorders her mother noticed. i think she has a psychotic history but was a wolf in sheep dress. what a back stabber to not even turn up and be 3 hours late for her fundraiser leaving us without any drinks on a hot day in the sun. i couldn't believe she do that to me. emmo hurt me so much, i never expected her to do that to me. something did not feel right and i had to drop out of her club because it changed concept and it was nicer when it first started. sometimes i miss emmo i thought she was a real friend but that year emmo and mareeanza both back stabbed me and desperato randal (or as i call her randy) she was asking me to her church and then cut me from behind with a knife stab in the back. everyone of my females friends i met within a year hurt me and cut me apart. and i had to tell them to stop abusing me and break up the friendships. what the hell is wrong with women and people in this world today.
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