I shouldn't feel fat. I'm 5'8" and weigh 145 lbs, most of it muscle, but I look at myself in the mirror and I see saggy bits and I can't stand myself. I've had four babies, and I know it comes with the territory, but I look around and see all these board-flat abs and hot hot girls and I can't help but think he's looking at them and remembering that I used to look like that. Men do that. Men like hot; men hate saggy old women like me. I'm 34 years old and I'm well past my prime. I'm ugly where used to be I was just plain, and I'm not ever going to be attractive again.

I shouldn't feel fat. I'm 5'8" and weigh 145 lbs, most of it muscle, but I look at myself in the mirror and I see saggy bits and I can't stand myself. I've had four babies, and I know it comes with the territory, but I look around and see all these board-flat abs and hot hot girls and I can't help but think he's looking at them and remembering that I used to look like that. Men do that. Men like hot; men hate saggy old women like me. I'm 34 years old and I'm well past my prime. I'm ugly where used to be I was just plain, and I'm not ever going to be attractive again.

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