men are lazy, todays man is a lazy pitiful example of whatnot! years ago they had to arrange meetings and ask the parents of the women for a meeting and they have a debutante event and they would both check for mutual affections today, people are like animals. the world is stupid! people don't talk and communicate normally anymore. maybe I watched too many regency romance and expected men be decent and treat women better. I just think the world is mad mad mad. I just want to fit in somewhere. I am sick of this I really could murder someone. I am sick of stepping aside for "fuckers" women and men "fuckers" useless at anything else but fucking wasting my time and useless to society and I think I need to copy some of the deathly killing types I met and just go around doing it back to everyone I can get my hands on!