my honest advice to people don't talk about child sexual abuse you have suffered because people will only attack you. I was attacked over it and gang mentality of kicking a small animal with when its down or has a limp is a true thing. its hard to understand for caring sensitive christain people to imagine this concept but a lot of people are like this. a lot more in main stream then you think a lot lot more in the gay community as well. everyone today wants to hurt someone who has been abused and hurt for fun even doctors and professionals who ought to be cut off from practice in medical and legal etc who do this. there is a evil mentality around today. don't even talk about child sexual abuse or incest or rape because no one is going to feel more sorry for you then yourself ! no one will care. so the world is a very abusive violent place for most disability people we just don't want to know or care about you anyway! is the general norm in the world about victims of violence and crime. i feel that way about druggies, working people ans everyone myself now! i just dont care about you and will attack you !