iled to others that I had love relationships before,the truth is that actually I don’t,I have never been in love before,I had no love affairs,I have no ex-boyfriends,which makes me embarrassed and ashamed,because I think it is a thing what a person who has no charm or not attractive to males. I wanna people think that I’m good at dealing men’s problems and not attractive to men,actually I’m,I thought everyone would like me,which makes me play high-hearted and hard to get,and I hate it,shxt,I feel myself so fuking shxt fake and sick,shit！！！

iled to others that I had love relationships before,the truth is that actually I don’t,I have never been in love before,I had no love affairs,I have no ex-boyfriends,which makes me embarrassed and ashamed,because I think it is a thing what a person who has no charm or not attractive to males. I wanna people think that I’m good at dealing men’s problems and not attractive to men,actually I’m,I thought everyone would like me,which makes me play high-hearted and hard to get,and I hate it,shxt,I feel myself so fuking shxt fake and sick,shit！！！

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