If you have considerate parents,  if you have serval loyal friends, if you have stable monthly...

income, if you are healthy and not relatively old , I think you will surely say:''Woo..It is the life I have longed for." As a girl with golden age, she can do anything she wants to or anything she should do. For example, she can be like any other women: find a boyfriend and then get married and be pregnant....She can happily spend her everyday life in regular: work, have lunch with colleague, go home with parents watching TV.....It seems everyone obey this regulation, and fully enjoy it. However, I have thoroughly lost my faith. "Have you realized that someone has fallen into love with you?"when one of my friend reminded me with a gentle tone. But I had no sense at all. I had no interest at all. I didn't want to know who he is.Even I wish she didn't remind me.So she gazed at me with slight surprise and asked"Do you hear me?" After one year since I graduated, I suddenly realize life is a circle which leads to death definitely.Anything we devote, we thrive for cannot excape from one result: VOID.For love, if it is the fate that the one is doomed to see the beloved one die at first,and must bear such misery, why should we search for the Mr. Right or Ms. Right since our youth? For life, if  tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow and ... is the same as today and yesterday and.... , do you feel such life pattern make you bored and you are not a human but a working machine?So when hearing someone say"Life is an experience, I enjoy it!'', I don't have any common sense at all but regard life is a constant lost experience:When we are born, we don't bring anything. Neither would when we are dead. So what else will I search for, I live for, I fight for? In my study life, I was a excellent student gaining dozens of dipolma. When I finish my study, I suddenly discover these dipolma have no value at all. What I gain is almost the same as the others who don't have these achievments.Frankly say that if I am not a religious Christian, maybe I will choose suicide.Now I throughly lost my vigor, my confidence in life. That is to say, why GOD bring us to world if I see through everything? What is the mission we should be responsible for ? And the most important, what is our life purpose on earth? 

By Anonymous on General,