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my state has no good opportunities for me. i KNOW this is what i am supposed to do, it is my biggest dream and i have wanted it for so long. i love the life style. but sometimes i feel like it is too late for me. all the great actresses and actors i know of started when they were 3 or 4 years old. i try to explain it to my parents but they don't accept it and don't believe in me. i want this SO bad. but i know it will be hard when i know my parents won't help me along the way. and another thing, i have no idea where to start. i would kill for this. is there any hope for me? any advice?

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my state has no good opportunities for me. i KNOW this is what i am supposed to do, it is my biggest dream and i have wanted it for so long. i love the life style. but sometimes i feel like it is too late for me. all the great actresses and actors i know of started when they were 3 or 4 years old. i try to explain it to my parents but they don't accept it and don't believe in me. i want this SO bad. but i know it will be hard when i know my parents won't help me along the way. and another thing, i have no idea where to start. i would kill for this. is there any hope for me? any advice?
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