...I am thinking whether I should be Fascist and Catholic or Communist and Atheist. ...

I feel very strong pull towards two very different, radical, directions and I don't know what the hell choice I should make. And I don't believe this is going to naturally solve itself, I have to make a choice. I would probably also take a real action based on my choice of this, eg. going to church, joining fascist organization / abandoning religion completely, moving to a communist country. This has also been for quite a while......

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