Disclaimer: I'm not a complete ass hat irl, this post may come across as so...

but I just need to talk somewhere where nobody knows me (hence the throwaway). Also, TW for suicide mentioned. When I was 15, I lost my virginity to a guy who, in hindsight, was abusive, manipulative and generally a really bad person. He likely chose me because I was okish looking enough for his ego and I was also suffering from mental health issues (and not receiving treatment) at that time. In short, some people may describe the situation as sexual assault or rape as, although I consented, it was given under complete manipulation and mind games. I could never report...

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