So a little backstory; in December 2020, my friend was murdered. It hit me hard...

because I’ve never lost a friend so suddenly like that. I started staying up at night and not eating. In January 2021, a couple days before my birthday, another friend died due to health issues. Throughout the entirety of 2021, I was at my worst. I was having auditory hallucinations, I was suicidal, I developed an eating disorder, etc. Currently I’m doing better mentally, but it’s obvious these two deaths have changed me. I don’t hang out with people much, I don’t talk much, and I am more often than not emotionally exhausted. I haven’t recovered from the grief and...

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