I just realised I don't hate myself its really others I hate.

my specialist said yana and other stupid people don't know what they are talking about when saying my antidepressants and calmatives are illegal drugs, because they are not illegal drugs. I don't shoot up or take illegal drugs and I am sick of this homocide against me. sick of it. I could murder the people who have done this to me. the police should do a mercy killings on my behalf to these torturers. I don't have to tolerate their senile stupid talk.

my specialist said yana and other stupid people don't know what they are talking about when saying ...

I think america is an over noted and over rated country that should take a back seat and allow other nations to rise really. god knows they have enough to sort out in their own country. but I feel that way about a lot of nations that have just gone too far with everything. sometimes modesty is a profound and important learnt virtue.

I think america is an over noted and over rated country that should take a back seat and allow other...

I have a right to prosper and irrelevent to you joyce poorter and your spastic holding back games abuse and bullying, there is nothing special about you and your genes. you don't have any right to abuse me and its been long over due someone told you so, your spastic mongrel dog. your a spastic little retarted woman who causes trouble out of jealousy. and your moral growth only shows your childishness and lack of personal growth. your a spastic stupid abusive mentally ill nutter. you don't know much and I don't have to be you, or like you. I don't have to take your loser spastic "basic bitch" advice. you retarded imbecilic mongrel corrupt pathethic woman. I told you before to go take your shit out on the mongrel therapist who abused you because it was not anyone in my family you stupid retard. go take your shit out on your family and stop expecting people to copy you. of all people you the most pathetic leader of all because you never give authetic honest genuine advice. my doctor said you have a multiple personality disorder you take on your clients issues as your own for pity and that stupid stunt you pulled with your stupid idiot friends with this running out of the back room like leo sayer with your bullshit of "you were the happiest you ever were when you with me". I somehow doubt that. you never made any one feel worthy all you did was talk down and abuse, you abused tony you abused clients, you abused you kid, god knows I never wanted to know your spastics - that spastic fool ASH, the bloke was a loser heap of non-sense and a useless arogant bastard who was lazy and a bully and sleazy idiot, I was not impressed and never wanted to know your hand me downs and cast off losers! we have different tastes, and you have no right to make a comment on my life ever again. a no communication rule is all I want from you. I don't have to play 2nd rate to your spastic ass or your mongrel shitbag dirty ugly child, I think you need to step aside and learn from this. you imbicle! that is all I will see you as, a woman who could not support younger women in need what you were paid for is a bitch indeed, and there is a price to pay for women who do not know when to step aside for their younger women who have needs because you didn't and you made the mistakes wronging me. your the weak link. your the unjustice! your the dark side and rotter. the audacity of you to expect me to live to your rule. you need to hang your head and feel guilt and say over and over "what have i done to others for selfishness" ! what is your price to pay! don't you ever do this to me ever again. I don't give a dam who know who you want to play out in some mental psychodrama but I don't have to play your rubbish. so fuck off ! my doctors do not respect you! you stupid imbecile spastic little senile woman. you were not qualified to counsel you should not have been doing it and I don't beleive you went to university before meeting me. I doubt you were in military. your behavior couldn't have coped with the disapline.

I have a right to prosper and irrelevent to you joyce poorter and your spastic holding back games ab...