Confessions about 'Pride'

Just read the story about the girl who lets her elderly nrighbor see her naked. I live in a garden style apartment and my next door neighbor is a young woman, her husband and an infant baby. I'm 38 and live alone and have a dreadful social live ever since I was put on the midnight to 8am shift at work. When I get home in the mornings about 8:30 I strip down and get a shower while the coffee is brewing. When I'm done my shower I don't bother to dress and am naked as long as I don't go out somewhere. I did meet the couple next door but seldom see or talk to them because of my work schedule. Last August I knew right away this girl next door saw me naked through a window on the left side of my living room which is in the back of my apartment. There is also a sliding door but I seldom open it and keep it covered for privacy. I always had the shade up on the window with the window up most of the time. I can't say I was embarrassed to much but it was unintentional. For about a week I bagan to notice she was sitting on her patio every morning around 9 am and moved her table and chair closer to my window. I saw her as she kept glancing into my bedroom. That's when I decided to give her a show and began going around naked. I set a small mirror and could see her watching my every move not realizing I could also see her. I didn't jerk off right away but within a few weeks began masturbating when she was watching me. It continues and she sees me masturbating several times a week. Its generally warm hereso she is always outside as long as its not to cool or if raining. About 7 months ago I re-arranged my living room moving my recliner where she could see it. jerking off I get in the recliner with my legs wide apart. I even bend my knees up and am so exposed to her I should be embarrassed but it only arouses me more. If she didn't like seeing me naked and masturbating she wouldn't be out there looking in my window so often. Its obvious she hasn't told her husband about it. I do see her and her husband sometimes on weekends but I only say hi and seldom talk to them. She has to be in her early 20's and is a pretty girl. Some mornings I just lay in the recliner like I'm half asleep watching TV. I lay back with my legs on the footrest wide open. I keep playing with my balls and penis, get a hard on, let it go limp and do that a few times before masturbating. I look into the small mirror and she is intently watching me every time I do that. She'll sit there watching as long as I am doing it often for a half hour or more. She has turned me into an exhibitionist and I enjoy entertaining her. I do have a decent size penis if not at least average and am built well because of my heavy work at night. She must like watching me and I often see her smiling as she is sitting there.

Just read the story about the girl who lets her elderly nrighbor see her naked. I live in a garden s...

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a few more successes makes me feel good.

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I am sick of the person here who keeps implying I am responsible for twin tower attacks and all kinds of things I just can't do. I am not that well known or liked. I don't even have a job so you would think if I was that powerful I would have friends and a job right? I would have a man and a some other things I want like, hmmm, I wish I was that well melted into society and known and liked. seriously. a job and a place of my own and some invites would be like heaven to me. even just to have some people on my side would help. I have barely even had a library book fine but sorry you can't get a phd in honesty and genuineness, so you just have to trust me.

I am sick of the person here who keeps implying I am responsible for twin tower attacks and all kind...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am 20 college guy and my girlfriend doesn't understand I need to study to pass my grades. I am studying most times when we are not together. my diploma in science is harder for me, because I was never really that good at science. I just wish we could plan out activities out more. she doesn't have to see it as the end of the world for 1 day or weekend. I just have to do more study. I over committed myself to units that are harder this semester and did some online so I have to work harder and she doesn't study now. she has to work part time and has a lot of time selfing about.

I am 20 college guy and my girlfriend doesn't understand I need to study to pass my grades. I am stu...

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i think all this demonetisation of carbs and bread and pasta and fruit has gone too far. we should just eat grass then. and all these companies just want you to buy their crappy weight loss products worth hundreds and you know its not going to do what it promises, i mean does anything anymore? no. can't eat bread. can't eat egg , can't eat pineapple? but eat all the bacon you like. sorry not buying this bs.

i think all this demonetisation of carbs and bread and pasta and fruit has gone too far. we should j...

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i just tried some pear and cheese and jaz crackers sometimes I have that before going to bed and I have half a glass of juice (not the time you are thinking not dangerous or sugary) and trying to enjoy eating it which is hard for me. dinner was interesting mum went to a lot of effort and did this tomato bean soup with kale and chickpea and meat balls and sour cream on top with parsley. I could have forgone everything but the parsley to be honest the way I feel. lunch was a struggle to eat 1 slice of wholemeal bread and beans and cheese and milk chai thing with yogurt drink. breakfast I had 1 quarter of a cup of oats as always and some fruit but I woke up at 2am and had some crust and marmalade jam and tea cuz I couldn't sleep I am so stressed out over elisa if she is going to fraud me and the bank so after I came home from a medical procedure I was so agressive and annoyed I yelled and sent hate emails to my bank calling them a bunch of cUnz! yeh well when I have a bad day and I was in pain some one is going to cop it ! i felt dam violated I tell you. bloody insult.

i just tried some pear and cheese and jaz crackers sometimes I have that before going to bed and I h...

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so last week I bought 2 soft drinks at one of the fast food shops which is a rare for me. I usually like my tea and water but sometimes I like a soft drink fizz to lift the mouth cells around. and I had 2 florentees the whole time they were on offer and they lazy bastards don't make them anymore anyway. so don't start on me about healthy eating ! I eat a lot of healthy food and the odd treats. I am just sick of the tablets making me fat. why can't they make antidepressants that don't make you fat? if they are so clever right? why can't they put their mind to that then crime hey?

so last week I bought 2 soft drinks at one of the fast food shops which is a rare for me. I usually ...

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Places like this - Remind me how shallow and disgusting people are. When you hear what's really in people's hearts, you know that that majority of people are either: 1) superficial and selfish 2) perverted and disgusting (need to have their d**** removed) 3) useless and boring I hope someone kills everyone on this planet.

Places like this - Remind me how shallow and disgusting people are. When you hear what's really in p...

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all i want is a chill person to hang all i want is a chill person to hang out, and makeout with me. just for fun. why does everyone always have to be so serious ?

all i want is a chill person to hang all i want is a chill person to hang out, and makeout with me. ...

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i feel awful hard trying to eat more as my dietitian wanted. I had soup tonight with a meatball inside it with kale and bean and tomato and I felt awful eating some toast. I try a lot to have liquid lunches of soup or a glass of milk with something like fish and fiery strong horseradish salad and breakfast is mostly light but today I felt bad for a slice of toast crust thins and some oats and fruit. i wish i could eat the things I want to eat more. i wish food could be easier to prepare and serve. and I like keeping so busy that mind is on more then food. but it rarely is.

i feel awful hard trying to eat more as my dietitian wanted. I had soup tonight with a meatball insi...

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I am a babysitter nanny who wants some fucking fun on a cruise and world holiday wit a wealthy fast fun family 11-14 year - 2teen boys - outings included to the drive in movies and night drives to CBD myer centre tops, movies, dreamworld and wet n wild, brush walking and picnics in groups, night shows and concerts, putt putt golf etc 1990- baby boy of 4mths - 12mths (I was 17 looking after a neighbors child to give personal time to single mother day and evening, activities, walking in stroller, playing with toys and visiting his grandmother, feeding times with bottles etc, and solid foods, pets and garden play) , changing diapers, feed solids and bottle. bed time. 1986-1993 -girl and boy from 4mths -10years (from the age of 12 I would look after my cousins while mother was working activities on a farm and taking them to ice-skating shows at night, supermarket days out to town or bus trips, rna ekka, home activities and music, book reading, fireworks evening entertainment out with family/friends, prep food times) 1994-boy 4mths-12years (nephew while his mother was ill and working bottle feeding in evenings while parents were out, age of 4 long term live in care while mother was in hospital, planned activities like steam train ride and flower shows and parklands, weekends at gold coast or day southbank beach area etc and food prep, shopping and movies, planning toys and games, buying and arranging his clothing a lot and purchasing his toys as well), bath time and feeding. put to bed. 2001 -girl 1year- 6years (niece- while her mother was at college and work I was studying paralegal and part time babysit my niece, plan day trips out for her and eating meals, music and ice-skating shows, planting flowers and appreciation for beach and birds and walks to bush walks, movies and children's live shows, purchasing and planning clothing and toys often for her), sleep and using bathroom, parklands walks 1999-girl 10years evening work and some day time, while mother was working, activities, colouring in, home attending, attending a baby show. and more. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZnHfxOKu1k&t=3s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kj4-OxaAixI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcMh6GZoFC8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HT7mcmjevdw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6p7k3bOv3U&t=1s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WmUFXhqPSEw&t=4s I was good at something and have years of experience and now a nanny and nutrition courses etc and I need a job i need money and a life. and having a blue card is a good idea next but you know what, it doesn't mean you won't abuse kids or aged it just means you haven't yet and any police check can find that out. yeh so a bit shit happens while babysitting but so what. all the babyshows I ran raising money for vets and charities for animal shelters and cancer and to schools and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tDBSV1Clsk

I am a babysitter nanny who wants some fucking fun on a cruise and world holiday wit a wealthy fast ...

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all dad does all the time is say "bugger aaron", "bugger rose", "bugger ..." someone. I don't even know if he tells people I pay for these holidays and my own education.

all dad does all the time is say "bugger aaron", "bugger rose", "bugger ..." someone. I don't even k...

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I am feeling a bit hurt that rose said aaron doesn't want to come on the cruise, at $2500 pp it kind of matters. now dad said he is not sure if he wants to go. well thanks a fucking lot you cuntz! I can't lose my money so some fuckers are coming with me!

I am feeling a bit hurt that rose said aaron doesn't want to come on the cruise, at $2500 pp it kind...

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MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO TELL PEOPLE TO FOFF and my counselor/therapist told me to tell all the people who had never considered my needs and feelings over the years where to all F -off! so I did. Kristen said "I know you want to be liked and that is why it is hard for you but you will feel stronger for it".

MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO TELL PEOPLE TO FOFF and my counselor/therapist told me to tell all the peopl...

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So I went into the work bathroom to take off my shoe and pull up a sock that had gotten sucked into my tennis shoe. I come out of the stall and this woman gives me this horrified look when I just walk out. I go back into the bathroom about a half an hour later to blow my nose (I've got a bit of a cold at the moment) and taped to the ladies bathroom door and all the stall doors is a dire warning that 'WE MUST ALWAYS WASH OUR HANDS. AND THE REASONS WHY WE MUST WASH OUR HANDS ETC. ETC. SOMETHING SOMETHING HEP A!' BITCH. I know how and why we wash our hands. I'm not a goddamned five year old. I just pulled my sock up. You're not the fucking bathroom police.

So I went into the work bathroom to take off my shoe and pull up a sock that had gotten sucked into ...

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I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am, because then i would have an excuse to drop out of college and have the one thing i long for more than anything in the world... a baby. x

I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am I wish i wasn't as intelligent as i am, because then i would ...

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Im a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad, that means in every moment. Im so depressed. The girlfriend I loved cheated on me, she hurt me so much, I had to leave her after I tried to pardon her. Shes a bitch, but at least she was caring. Now I am worried of girls, but also I desperatly need someone that is caring with me. I started “college two years ago, I am not studying but I dont want to work, because I want a work that satisfies me, not a common one. I am very good in writing, but I dont do anything that going to a stupid, temporary job and losing time playing computer games. I am too sensitive, and for that people thinks that i act strangely. I have few friends, and only one of them that I really like to stay with. Im falling in love for the girlfriend of a friend. Shes not so beautiful, but shes really really intelligent and educated. I am pretty and I could have all the girls I want, but I like only inttelligent, educate and sensible ones. Not like my ex. I love my family, but they dont completly understand me. And they are right always telling me that Im waisting my life. I dont see a future for me. Im a failiure. In everything. Writing, gaming and drinking too much are the only things that I can do. I dont know why Im writing this here. I would like someone of you to help me. But noone, obviously, can

Im a 22 years old, good looking, italian boy. I read the posts on this site everytime I feel sad,...

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