gay rights is a non issue against real stories like diseases and medical research issues and other serious things , gay rights is really low on the scale of importance and relevence when there is joblessness, homelessness, victims of crime (as I am one, there is very little support for victims of serious crime), even the enviro issues rate higher importance to me. why hasn't anyone upped the importance of disability women being allowed to marry !!!!! or find work. I mean what do these stupid rich lazy selfish poofters want and hope to gain wearing wedding dresses and having designer babies copying dirty asshole ricky martin and elton scum jon. get real about important things. if peopple turn their back and put under the carpet minds about abuse and disability and illness and enviroment - the way I see it getting married could be more of a handicap to the poofters then they think and just wait til all the gay rapes and gay marriage violence comes out and frauding for money with gays starts, and their kids accuse them of abuse. if I have to find a man on my own with no help, I have had no social or friends help or relatives help to gain employment or marriage or even find friends so - the world just sees it as "survive the best way you can and if you can't find any guy or any job your bad luck your lazy, too bad! " I don't want to see poofters in churches wearing better wedding dresses then me! getting more love and money then me, they can afford the designer babies I can't. I just don't think all this is fair on people like me, I don't know what I was expected or supposed to do years ago. I was shy and I didn't like being sexually bullied around and games that made no sense to me. I am a very logical person so I don't see the relevence of gay marriage weighed up against other more important issues. love has never been this worlds priority. what a joke. love! like I said when they help me get what I want then I might help them get what they want. but certainly not before I am satsified. I deserve more and I have suffered longer and more. I have more rights then stupid gay rubbish non-sense. its disgusting! they are scum, they should be culled and murdered off. kill the poofters I say!

gay rights is a non issue against real stories like diseases and medical research issues and other serious things , gay rights is really low on the scale of importance and relevence when there is joblessness, homelessness, victims of crime (as I am one, there is very little support for victims of serious crime), even the enviro issues rate higher importance to me. why hasn't anyone upped the importance of disability women being allowed to marry !!!!! or find work. I mean what do these stupid rich lazy selfish poofters want and hope to gain wearing wedding dresses and having designer babies copying dirty asshole ricky martin and elton scum jon. get real about important things. if peopple turn their back and put under the carpet minds about abuse and disability and illness and enviroment - the way I see it getting married could be more of a handicap to the poofters then they think and just wait til all the gay rapes and gay marriage violence comes out and frauding for money with gays starts, and their kids accuse them of abuse. if I have to find a man on my own with no help, I have had no social or friends help or relatives help to gain employment or marriage or even find friends so - the world just sees it as "survive the best way you can and if you can't find any guy or any job your bad luck your lazy, too bad! " I don't want to see poofters in churches wearing better wedding dresses then me! getting more love and money then me, they can afford the designer babies I can't. I just don't think all this is fair on people like me, I don't know what I was expected or supposed to do years ago. I was shy and I didn't like being sexually bullied around and games that made no sense to me. I am a very logical person so I don't see the relevence of gay marriage weighed up against other more important issues. love has never been this worlds priority. what a joke. love! like I said when they help me get what I want then I might help them get what they want. but certainly not before I am satsified. I deserve more and I have suffered longer and more. I have more rights then stupid gay rubbish non-sense. its disgusting! they are scum, they should be culled and murdered off. kill the poofters I say!
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