I feel like I am weird for watching old films and b grade romance movies with no sex in them at all. I must be weird.

I feel like I am weird for watching old films and b grade romance movies with no sex in them at all. I must be weird.

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one day i will tell someone about all the ghost experiences i have had, someone who believes and some people are going to get a shock, the unbelievers sometimes even get forced into believing like my mum, she don't talk about it much, but i pick up more or at least i admit more of what i pick up with ghost experiences. no one around me believes and i don't want to sound crazy so i only talk to people who believe i had to call some spiritual healers about a few things and they told me others go through this and i am not alone in the experiences.

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